- My Own Worst Enemy March 20, 2018
- Angry at Myself August 29, 2018
- The End of Us September 9, 2018
- Who I Am November 6, 2018
- Autobiography November 13, 2018
- Who I am Most of the Time November 13, 2018
- Autobiography November 13, 2018
- Autobiography November 13, 2018
- Autobiography November 13, 2018
- Moms’ Death November 13, 2018
- Who I Am Sometimes September 6, 2019
- Life Update September 12, 2019
- Faking Normalcy for a Day September 13, 2019
- Reflection and Kayaking September 15, 2019
- My 3 Loves September 16, 2019
- Ghosting September 17, 2019
- A Life Update September 18, 2019
- The Neighbor’s Kids September 18, 2019
- Clarity: He’s Ghosting September 18, 2019
- Missed the Red Flags September 22, 2019
- Grief and Ballet September 23, 2019
- TS Lyrics September 24, 2019
- Life Update September 24, 2019
- ILY September 26, 2019
- Happy People and Happy Birds September 28, 2019
- Kicked out of an Exam September 29, 2019
- The Jalapeno Mistake September 30, 2019
- Fallout with Geo- October 2, 2019
- Onset of Realization October 3, 2019
- The Lone Cypress Tree October 5, 2019
- The Beginning of Descent October 7, 2019
- Cue the Support Network October 7, 2019
- One second at a Time October 9, 2019
- A Letter to Bi- October 9, 2019
- Found a Ghost Writer October 9, 2019
- Fuck You All October 10, 2019
- Powerless Now October 10, 2019
- Dead at the Renaissance Faire October 13, 2019
- Nightmares October 14, 2019
- One Day of Inner Peace October 15, 2019
- First Earthquake October 15, 2019
- Making Holiday Plans October 16, 2019
- Bully October 17, 2019
- Ballet October 17, 2019
- Quick Update October 17, 2019
- Empath Video October 17, 2019
- Neighborhood Black Out October 18, 2019
- The heart wants October 19, 2019
- Clarity: He’s Gaslighting October 20, 2019
- Panic Attack October 21, 2019
- Mraz for Bi- October 21, 2019
- A Very Dark Place, password protected October 21, 2019
- Packed up Memories October 27, 2019
- Panic Attack October 27, 2019
- Wildfire October 28, 2019
- Nightmare October 29, 2019
- Letters November 2, 2019
- Screaming at Walls November 4, 2019
- Sigh. November 7, 2019
- Dream Dancer November 8, 2019
- Email and D&D November 11, 2019
- Lunch Date with the Dungeon Master November 12, 2019
- A Thumbs-Down November 17, 2019
- Words before Surgery November 20, 2019
- Quick Life Update November 22, 2019
- Ri- November 24, 2019
- Birthday Review November 27, 2019
- IMAX and my Best Friend November 30, 2019
- Another Trigger December 14, 2019
- Word Vomit December 30, 2019
2021 Entry
- Time to let some things go March 30,2021
- It’s a chilly midnight June 28, 2021
- On BPD Island with my Parabatai January 6, 2020
- I’m a Void January 12, 2020
- Empty-ish January 21, 2020
- A Ying-yang Day January 26, 2020
- Drunk February 10, 2020
- Panic Attack February 12, 2020
- A Post-it Note February 13, 2020
- Broken Record February 13, 2020
- A bad dream of Bi- February 21, 2020
- Art Block March 11, 2020
- Circuit Breakers March 14, 2020
- Covid March 16, 2020
- Broken Relationships March 18, 2020
- Goodbye, for now March 26, 2020
- Severe depression June 18, 2020
- Death of a friend June 30, 2020
- A quick good dream of Bi- July 4, 2020
- What my last words would be, July 11, 2020
- Chocolate and Streaming, July 27, 2020
- Sleepless Night August 11, 2020
- Inevitable Change August 24, 2021 https://nessieexists.com/2021/08/24/inevitable-change/
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