Please tell me that I can get through this day. I need the willpower to get out of this bed. Ugh, I can do this. I can do this. I will do this. The most important thing I can do today for myself is get out of this bed. Just focus on one step at […]
Screaming in the blackness Another fucked up canvas Thrown out the broken window Dropped another pastel Shaky hands from farewells Another fucked up evening Picking up the memories Trying to steady on shaky knees Collapsing on the bathroom floor Sobbing in the darkness Tears tarnish the artless Another fucked up goodbye
I’m hiding out in the dance room of the gym crying my heart out. I just needed someone to talk to. I can’t even work out without crying…I’m so exhausted. How am I going to get through this? I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, I can’t feel normal inside. I hate this, I hate the […]
You never believe it’s possible until it happens. And then it happens. You’re caught in mid-air, trying to remember exactly how you got to this moment. Confusion takes over as you plummet to your death. Did you miss a red flag somewhere? This was a person you loved and trusted. How did you never see […]
I am on this sea of sand Where the universe expands and on this spaceship yacht hours are not besought Tangled in my golden strands wildflowers from the meadowlands and protruding from my chest is a branch with an old crow’s nest Sitting on the creaky aerie is a small yet prodigious cemetery and my […]
Tan skin glistening in the hot sun, tasting like the salty water from which you sway upon your board. Messy wet thick hair, dark as bitter chocolate, frozen in a melted splay. Eyes the color of an old copper penny, in thought, lost, neither here nor there. Your old green car, I don’t even know […]
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