I normally use my blog to express myself in poetry and abstract ways, but…I guess today will be an actual journal entry. I am trying to distract my mind from turning to food, I am stressed, and, well…I am a stress eater. Food is the first thing I think about, it’s the first thing I […]

Tbh, I just want to walk away. You don’t put me first as I put you first, you don’t respect me as I respect you, you don’t wait for me as I wait for you. I’m tired of chasing you as you chase someone else, pretending that you don’t know the obvious outcome, and just […]

Hi mom, Happy birthday to you. I wonder what your particles of matter did today…landed among a coral reef, took a trip in the belly of an octopus, being used for a safe burrow for a little crab. Whatever you did today, I know it was fantastic. In your travels, have you discovered any new […]

Shut up. Just…shut up. Cry all you want, as long as it’s in the dark. Curl up and cradle yourself as long as you are better by morning. No one wants the real you. You died a long time ago and I made you anew. A whole new person that people liked and people trust […]