I just needed to vent. I spent the last four hours studying for an exam. I logged in and answered the first question. Then my school’s website crashed. When I refreshed and logged back in… My exam had been automatically submitted. What about the other 9 questions? Story of my life. Derailment. At every turn. […]
I love seeing happy people. It’s the only time I really smile anymore. I sit at the coffee shop and people watch while I’m spaced out in thought. What I should be doing is my school work, but just look at these people. I love to watch my ballet instructor especially – he is a […]
I love you and I miss you and I hope you’re doing well.
Today wasn’t a…bad day. I’ll be honest with you – I watched Breaking Dawn late last night because I couldn’t sleep. There’s a part of that movie that resonates well with what I am feeling. Remember when Edward cold ditched Bella and was gone for pretty much the entire movie? She suffers deep depression, isolates […]
“I hold onto the night, you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me Were you just kidding? ‘Cause it seems to me, this thing is breaking down We almost never speak I don’t feel welcome anymore What happened? Please tell me ‘Cause one second it was perfect, now you’re halfway out the […]
I’m hiding out in the dance room of the gym crying my heart out. I just needed someone to talk to. I can’t even work out without crying…I’m so exhausted. How am I going to get through this? I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, I can’t feel normal inside. I hate this, I hate the […]
You never believe it’s possible until it happens. And then it happens. You’re caught in mid-air, trying to remember exactly how you got to this moment. Confusion takes over as you plummet to your death. Did you miss a red flag somewhere? This was a person you loved and trusted. How did you never see […]
Ghosting – A Psychologist Perspective Let’s talk about Ghosting. It causes traumatic Psychological damage that can take years to heal from. What did I ever do to you to deserve such emotional cruelty? I can’t force myself to believe that you are this kind of person, but the evidence speaks for itself…and I’m beside myself […]
Update on my secret pen pals next door. They colored my picture and I also got…a warm bag of cooked potatoes. I don’t know, but it’s sweet and the potatoes smell delicious.
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