Today I realized that I have been prostrating myself to grief in hopes of some form of redemption. But taking all of the blame is what I am use to doing, even when I am not at fault. And in this case, I am only at fault of falling in love with a person who […]
My heart hurts. It hurts. It hurts. It hurts. It hurts.
Horrible night of sleep, plagued by nightmares. Woke up crying and subsequently learned that all of the power was off in the neighborhood. Wrapped up in a blanket and sat outside next to the lagoon and closed my eyes for a while. My inner voice keeps screaming, “You only block bad people out of your […]
Just kidding. I’m not ok. Ugh this pain in my chest. I’m going to go cry it out in the shower.
I wanted to treat you all to a ballerina’s view of leg day. That’s a joke because every dance session is leg day. By the end, your calves are cramping and your ankles ache. I uh, I did ok today. It was hard to get out of bed this morning, but I did it. I […]
Sometimes the person who is bullied becomes the person who bullies others. You learn to have patience for them, forgive them, and love them anyway.
I finally found where I am going – D.C. My university has excellent in-person classes for my degree. It only makes sense to move to DC so that I can gain this training and the certifications that go with them. I will be in the field half of the time doing assessments and experiments and […]
I almost forgot to document that I experienced the first Earthquake of my life. 4.7 on the scale. At first, it left me in a state of utter confusion because Earthquake is a word and experience that never existed in my vocabulary and thoughts. When my walls started groaning, for a brief second, I knew […]
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