Tbh, I just want to walk away. You don’t put me first as I put you first, you don’t respect me as I respect you, you don’t wait for me as I wait for you. I’m tired of chasing you as you chase someone else, pretending that you don’t know the obvious outcome, and just […]
These word I could not speak. Of letting you go. The path you chose destroys. And you drown in the toxic waste. Only to be reborn in hope with the next lie. These words I could not speak. Of my broken heart. For I thought of eternity. When she thinks only of herself. And only […]
Hi mom, Happy birthday to you. I wonder what your particles of matter did today…landed among a coral reef, took a trip in the belly of an octopus, being used for a safe burrow for a little crab. Whatever you did today, I know it was fantastic. In your travels, have you discovered any new […]
Shut up. Just…shut up. Cry all you want, as long as it’s in the dark. Curl up and cradle yourself as long as you are better by morning. No one wants the real you. You died a long time ago and I made you anew. A whole new person that people liked and people trust […]
I am invisible. There is nothing but grey in my eyes. I watch you from the crack between the door. I try and hide behind my hair. I am melting six feet into the floor. It finds me in the other room. Its arms creep out from the grey. Its hands wraps around my heart. […]
Where am I these days? Living my entire day in a parallel universe where you and I exist together. Reality is far too late for me to concede that I went down the wrong path. My parallel universe is a way happier place where I stand on the back porch in the sunset as the […]
Inside is dulled, I don’t feel much. Inside is a shell, mostly vacant, aside from a few tendrils of perseverance for civilization and refusals to abolish independent thought. This is how I evolved for survival. Inside shut down, and I’ve yet to find the reset lever. The mirror shows an aging face I never can […]
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