Today wasn’t a…bad day. I’ll be honest with you – I watched Breaking Dawn late last night because I couldn’t sleep. There’s a part of that movie that resonates well with what I am feeling. Remember when Edward cold ditched Bella and was gone for pretty much the entire movie? She suffers deep depression, isolates […]
“I hold onto the night, you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me Were you just kidding? ‘Cause it seems to me, this thing is breaking down We almost never speak I don’t feel welcome anymore What happened? Please tell me ‘Cause one second it was perfect, now you’re halfway out the […]
I’m hiding out in the dance room of the gym crying my heart out. I just needed someone to talk to. I can’t even work out without crying…I’m so exhausted. How am I going to get through this? I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, I can’t feel normal inside. I hate this, I hate the […]
You never believe it’s possible until it happens. And then it happens. You’re caught in mid-air, trying to remember exactly how you got to this moment. Confusion takes over as you plummet to your death. Did you miss a red flag somewhere? This was a person you loved and trusted. How did you never see […]
Is it goodbye for now? or goodbye for good? I am not the person I was before and I am not the person I was yesterday The confidence I had in myself is shattered shredded apart by deceit and lies of others who claimed some monk-like innocence but were wickedness in disguise I’ll never be […]
Ghosting – A Psychologist Perspective Let’s talk about Ghosting. It causes traumatic Psychological damage that can take years to heal from. What did I ever do to you to deserve such emotional cruelty? I can’t force myself to believe that you are this kind of person, but the evidence speaks for itself…and I’m beside myself […]
Update on my secret pen pals next door. They colored my picture and I also got…a warm bag of cooked potatoes. I don’t know, but it’s sweet and the potatoes smell delicious.
I decided to post this one earlier than normal. I have a lot on my mind. Of course when I start writing, it all disappears. I spent my day at the local library working on school stuff. In a weird way, I enjoyed it. I was surrounded by people my age who were all working […]
I have nothing positive to write about. I spent most of my day either crying or sleeping. I’m exhausted from worry. I’m exhausted from anger. This is the point when I realize that I don’t deserve to be treated like shit…by anyone. I would never do to someone what he is doing to me. It’s […]
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