I don’t even know where to begin – I don’t want to even be writing this right now. I have too many things to do.

I am so angry with you. Why do you lie to me? Why do you hide things from me? You think of me when you make the decisions you make or do you really not care that you say you’re going to ‘x’ and I make plans around your word…only for you to not be trusted. I CAN’T TRUST YOU. As long as we have been friends, there should have been things you learned. I don’t like liars and I have to have people around me that I can TRUST. I am forgiving to a million other flaws, but these things are the basics of any relationship, friend or more.

Of all of the people in and out of my life, you are the ONLY one I never worried myself over not trusting. My foundation has been shaken yet again. I am probably not even making sense – I am…I have a lot of anger inside. It wasn’t just this last time, but the times before, and the other issues we’ve approached, and so much just all comes together…

You let me down. And that hurts my heart.